31.12.07
90th post.
last day of 2007.
geez. it's time to reflect mans.
SCHOOL.
tkgs wasn't my first choice.
it was my third choice.
the first time i stepped into the school, the yard and the hall, there was a sinking feeling inside of me.
going into a school you didn't choose as a first is definitely not pleasurable.
haha, the first few days weren't exactly great, especially since i got scolded by mrs lim on the first day of school.
haha, but tkgs was fun:)
after i got to know the folks:)
and breaking away from people i knew, which wasn't that much except for one person from my school(the only other girl that came to tkg) and someone frm church..
and i found my niche area in studies as well as my favourite teacher( so obvious im sure you guys know..)
stuff like making our class banners together, cheering at sports heats, screaming our heads off, and cross countries, and the zany thingy(haha) sort of bonded people together mans.
it's just my first year, and 3 more to go, but i am excited, i can tell you.
i am excited. there's really something different about tkgs. something special that makes it different. i dunno what.
cause tk's just basically awesome:) teachers and all.
and there's the round round building, the circular block:)
so fun.
i got lost in it the first time i went to tk.
and the swings that hypnotize you and make you wanna throw up.
remember the swing game? don't laugh don't talk don't scream. haha
and the yard. i love the yard mans:)
and the GREENGREEN pinafore:)
CHURCH.
wowowow, for the first time in my entire life of going to church(since i was 4)
i actually broke away from my comfort zone and made friends.
i have grown in church.
i really have. i used to be this weird little kid who would sit in the corner eating stuff and watching the kids play and jump around.
wow. dare's been a phenomenal experience.
services, the camps, the dare groups.
THE ZONE!!!!! which so many of you couldn't turn up.. sadly...
and friends:) commando friends that stay for life, trusting daddy together...
oh yeah mans. and i have received for myself, a love for jesus.
a true really passionate love for Him.
He is real in my life like never before mans.
gracegracegrace. :)
i love my church.
NEW CREATION CHURCH the bombzxzx.
BALLET.
cca was rough.
really it was. SYF and everything.
even though it wasn't a principal role.
yeah, i really needa work on my technique.
and train my "core".
and pointe work.
and the turns.
haha. transition year.
i stopped class at miss wendy's cause it was on saturday and clashed with dare.
and joined crestar.
which helped my technique alotalot.
seriously, i also dunno why but i did improve quite abit after joining her class.
but one thing's for sure, my passion will never stop.
gotta keep the dancing flame alive mans.
even though dancing isn't always easy.
it won't get easier, only harder, but i'll definitely work.
STUDIES.
surprisingly, i found studying fun.
even mugging was fun.
especially mugging for stuffs like history, geog, literature.
i love it.
fascinating subjects. and passionate kind teachers.
you know what i mean.
hahahaha. in fact nine subs was more fun than four.
really, even though i totally sound like a nerd.
cause the teachers in tkg are veryveryvery good.
ok, not all. some of them. fine, most of them.
they made me enjoy subs that i thought i was gna hate like shit.
oh well, life's unpredictable.
PEOPLE TO THANK.
GOD. god is not people, but He's THE FIRST THAT I WANT TO THANK FOR SEEING ME THROUGH THE YEAR. he is faithful.
and then there's pastor prince and pastor dan:)
faith comes by hearing:)
and sitting at jesus' feet.
ESTHER GOH.
first friend in tkgs. like we stuck together since i knew her before that.
MIMI.
you rock like mad sia.
thank you:) you're so responsible you make a great prefect.
i mean it. and you're so sweet too. thank yous:)
HOILENG.
lol. my cheena buddy partner.
haha, even though i hated you and stuff before that.
but thanks for recessing with me like even when i was alone, like some anti socialite.
SHIHUI.
haha, hello bimbo.
you're like one of the first few ppl i met.
oh well, you suit the whole bimbotic idea.
haha, and you totally rock at history mans.
and you're a really nice person to talk to too.
stuffs under the sun.
JAIME.
the first friend i made in dare:)
yeah mans you rock like shit.
i'll try not to pang seh you next time. haha.
but adventure camp was fun.
DORA.
my ex-dgl!
being under her was coolsome.
happening dora:)
YATING.
gosh she's like the only friend from pri that i still keep closeclose too mans.
haha, im such a free yating loader.
always asking from er help in math, science, cheena, and stuffs.
SHALYN!
crazy lab partner! haha i think i wouldn't have survived science and dnt without you mans. but don't get conceited ah.
uh i don't think i can thak everyone like starawards.
haha, but here's a list.
AIKOS2, DEBORAHLIU, DEBORAHSOH, NICOLE, VICTORIAWAH, CHARISSA, ALL STARS(matilda, don, zhuanmei, gideon, ryan, nigel, nehe), ATHENA, DORISA, JORDENSIM, LAURAAAAAAA, JIENING.. AQILAH, HUIRU, MICHELLE, ISAAC PPL, SVENERS, BLAHBLAH.
i can't think. my brain hurts.
i'll continue again. maybe only ah.
okay 2008 is coming.
it's tomorrow!:)
it's gonna be a year of NEW BEGINNINGS.:)
get that.
it's gonna be a year of new beginnings for me. ahchen. whatever.
haha, just trust in daddy's finished work.
im not just saying it for it's sake.
but ti is true.
just let him do it for you.
there's gna be challenges, emomomo days stuff like that.
but don't drift away from him.
keep close to him, be safe in his embrace.
cause he loves you like anything mans.
and if he's not fulfiling your prayer, it's cause he has something greater in mind for you, much much more, 101 fold, 1001 fold.
haha.
he really really loves you ok.
I AIN'T KIDDING.
oh yes, and my resolutions for 2008.
PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS, ESPECIALLY SUBS IM WEAK IN.
HAVE SELF CONTROL.
STEP OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE.
sweet and simple.
JESUS I LOVE YOU LOADS.
dance those blues away...
