16.2.08
im held by your love.
upheld by your strength.
on your shoulders you bore me.
by your faith i stand,
cherished by you, lord, treasured in your sight.
so close to your heart.
jesus is faithful.
actually im pretty tired of saying that.
im not sure why.
but im human, and humans can't be perfect.
and i think it's really okay to just let God love you.
and besides, like mr yap would say, if you're getting bored, that means you're getting it.
im not sure why im pretty tired.
because i keep telling myself that?
but these two weeks have been super hectic.
there's like two dance cheorographies i have to remember, and lines, and i have to revise for cheena and i have homework and home ec and stuffs to do.
and get my ballet things.
sorry i know im like so whatever.
anyway, i dunno why im behaving like that too.
everythings like super weird.
i was enjoying praise and worship so much, and then i was feeling super lousy during service and dg.
sheesh. dg today is damn sian can.
charissa was sian. everyone sian. i miss dora.
and i walked till my legs hurt.
mental note: never go sky garden again.
and i was so full i think im suffering from indigestion.
okay, im digressing.
i cant remember anything.
shitty.
everyone's so shitty today.
like laura. sheesh. she cheated me of my feelings.
but of course, a jesus girl takes things in her stride.
but she's so horrible, that retard:)
okay anw, i gave her my love and she reciprocates by telling me that she doesn't wanna waste her hugs on me.
hello? my skin is like super thin can.
and a calluse is developing on my toe.
i wanna created a skin.
get a new bible.
i forgot what i wanted to say.
im amazed at what you think i am.
both of you.
my dance senior is weird.
okay, and so is zhuanmei.
i miss dora. i wanna talk to dora.
sorry i know i sound very what.
i demand a display of unconditional love.
from anyone.
dare to play coming.
im trying to convince myself nothing is screwed.
honestly? i was listening to pastor benjamin just now, everything went in and came out.
rock audi is weird. as in it seems bigger.
why do my dance people think im from modern dance?
and why do we paint masks for music lessons?
my math is screwy. no wait. cheena is. i want miss mo.
i forgot what i wanted to blog already.
lazy to upload.
eeeyyyyerrr. i have stm sia.
k anyway, service was okay. don't listen to my crap.
im just having a bad moment.
everything was nice and fine today.
quite funny too.:) but charissa quite sianish.
shit lah. forgot what i wanna blog.
oh man. i'll try to remember.
back to studying.
dance those blues away...
